these freshmen are off the hook!

i love being somewhat of an mentor to the incoming freshmen. they are so excited about starting college and its just so cute. most of all, helping them make the right decisions and giving them tips what i love most only because i don't want them to walk into this university oblivious to the fact of what could possibly go down at the time of their arrival. i love that they are so excited about college but i'm pretty embarrassed of our university at times... especially when they don't treat the freshmen as top priority. its almost as if they carrying it as "oh well i got your money now... so whatchu want" type of vibe. so many of them are having issues as a FIRST TIME student at bowie. i thought we were to welcome our new students and assist them with their full attention.... admissions need to realize that WE PAY THEM and they just need to DO BETTER. i really do hope all works out for them.

i'm just as confused as you are!

okay, so i have this friend. i don't know what happened but one day i go to hit her up on facebook, and i noticed she deleted me as a friend. i have NO CLUE as to why soooo i go to text her [TWICE, one day and again the next] and she didn't reply. the 3rd day i called, she sent me to voicemail after 2 rings so i called again and then left a voicemail and never got an response even up til this day. i just want to know what i did to offend her and as i'm trying to get to the bottom of what happened, she completely ignores me. if she threw away the friendship we had than so be it, i don't care because we wasn't that close or anything. what is blowing me is not knowing the mistake i made in order to even go back and correct it for future references. to be honest, i have much more on my plate than to be worrying about this but i just want to know what i did so i won't offend someone else but doing whatever i did next time. thats it! OMG why am i worried about this!!! this is so random and yet, so confusing.

WHATS FUNNY TO ME IS, i don't know why she assumes that she's not going to see me on campus this upcoming semester... whatever. #ontothenextone.

new hair do by FABULOCS natural hair gallery!

chillin with my bestie! && missin the other bestie!

chilled this week with my bestie & college roommate, ANGEL. i was gonna spazz out on bowie state if they didn't place us as roommates again this year. kinda blown that my shoes [below] didn't ship to my house early enough before we went out on friday... i thought they were cuuuuute! only $27 and i am fine with that. #hello [gojane.com].

allllso..... i can't wait until me, angel, and khristina reunite. i miss her so much!!!!!! we are so close and i can't believe she's graduating this spring. what am i gonna do without her???! she live so far and it sucks because i can't even afford to visit her in GA. she'll be here on the 29th so we'll party hard before the semester starts. #cheerstothefreakinweekenddrinktothatyeeeeeeeaaah [haha]...

i love my hubby so much!!

spent time with my baby cakes the last couple of days! he stayed with me the last to days while my folks went on a cruise. i hate where i live and i live in the hood. but he kept me safe in his arms and i slept peacefully. i dont know what i would do if anything were to happen to him. i worry about him so much more every since i got in that accident. i already don't have alot of family as it is. only my grandparents and my dad... i'm not too close with my mom and birthdad. i wish i was but i feel like a step child to one and nonexistent to the other. long story but i don't see a change happening any time soon so i just rather stand beside to those that make me relevant in their lives. my fiance, my dad, and my grandparents. to me, thats all i have. i just can't wait tot start my future with him. first i want us to graduate, get our first apartment, get married, eventually get a house, and have a new addition to our home: a puppy! [HA, guess you thought i was gonna say a baby!] most importantly, i just wanna get away from this area... 

so im kinda blown . . .

i'm officially moved back home for the mean time. i will be moving back to campus at the end of this month. but im kinda sad that my wireless internet at home is too weak to upload videos. i'm so backed up on videos, its CRAZY! arrrrgh!

i hope something works out soon!