spent time with my baby cakes the last couple of days! he stayed with me the last to days while my folks went on a cruise. i hate where i live and i live in the hood. but he kept me safe in his arms and i slept peacefully. i dont know what i would do if anything were to happen to him. i worry about him so much more every since i got in that accident. i already don't have alot of family as it is. only my grandparents and my dad... i'm not too close with my mom and birthdad. i wish i was but i feel like a step child to one and nonexistent to the other. long story but i don't see a change happening any time soon so i just rather stand beside to those that make me relevant in their lives. my fiance, my dad, and my grandparents. to me, thats all i have. i just can't wait tot start my future with him. first i want us to graduate, get our first apartment, get married, eventually get a house, and have a new addition to our home: a puppy! [HA, guess you thought i was gonna say a baby!] most importantly, i just wanna get away from this area...
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